Lehrein....

Lehrein (Waves)

khoyi khoyi si hoon main
kyun ye dil ka haal hai
dhundhle saare khaab hain
uljha har khayaal hai
saari kaliyaan murjha gayin
rang unke yaadon mein reh gaye
saare gharonde ret ke,
lehrein aayin lehron mein beh gaye.

raah mein kal kitne charaag the,
saamne kal phoolon ke baag the
kis se kahun kaun hai jo sune,
kaante hi kyun maine hain chune
sapne mere kyun hain kho gaye
jaage hain kyun dil mein gham naye
saari kaliyaan murjha gayin
rang unke yaadon mein reh gaye
saare gharonde ret ke,
lehrein aayin lehron mein beh gaye.
Na na na na na na..
Na na na na na na…
Kya kahun kyun ye dil udaas hai
ab koi door hai na paas hai
chhoo le to dil wo baatein ab kahan
wo din kahan raatein ab kahan
jo beeta kal hai ab khwab sa
ab dil mera hai betaab sa
saari kaliyaan murjha gayin
rang unke yaadon mein reh gaye
saare gharonde ret ke,
lehrein aayin lehron mein beh gaye.....

Listening to the song from the movie Aisha for the nth time.... the lyrics and the music is growing in me... i just  love the sound of violin.... it makes my heart grow fonder of memories....sweet n not so sweet....I love the way the voice of anusha mani croons the lines with so much of flow of emotions....probably... this is one song which has made me feel the sadness after a long time... off late i keep away from such songs ...unlike in my school and college days when sad songs were something I loved more than the happy songs.... it always made me feel happier  than probably the happy songs....well... well.. no past honking.... saare gharaunde ret ke...lehrein aayi lehreino mein beh gayi...and another line that i like is kisse kahun kaun hai jo sune...kante hi maine kyu chune.... my pfalsafa of life starts brooding over and pouring over with thoughts.....of cause n effect ... cause at the fundamental level and not the superficial level.....which change our life and probably shape our life.... was wondering I wish I could be positive thinker al thru my life ......its so difficult to think good all the time... negatives just come by and stays by... but positive phew it takes all your effort to be with you and grow in u.....

I was thinking I didn’t like the movie Aisha at all and I don’t remember the song at all...and suddenly ... i listened to this song and i just loved it and will be in love for some time ....i was realising that life is moment to moment ... things which I just didn’t like few months back is something I am growing fond of... its strange but true.... thats y they say never say never.... also, I realised that this unexpectedness of my life makes it so much fun... and I like that part which takes me by surprise ... !!! I wish life has all the positive surprises stored for me!!!